I figure it is always a pretty good day when I don't stay in bed all day curled up under the covers. It is always a temptation.
Today I got up and stayed up.
Today I listened to scripture discussions.
Today I prepared and ate meals.
Today I worked on quilts, both to keep and to give away.
Today I was kind to family members.
Today I felt the love of my Savior for me personally, in spite of my flaws.
I also felt like crying all day. I felt terrible guilt, which I know was unwarranted but I could not assuage. I was very anxious and jumpy. I had to give myself pep-talks all day about how I do matter to others. I stayed in my house, afraid to meet up with any people.
But it was a pretty good day all in all--for me.
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I know HF loves you, I know you matter to those around you. Because you matter to me and we dont see each other often. Stay strong. Love you!
Sorry you feel like crying all day. I didn't know you felt that way. I remember feeling like nobody would care if I was dead or alive. Its always a lie, but it sure is hard to believe that when your feeling it.
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